green stained wall

staring at the green stained wall

wondering what tomorrow might show me

im a bit bothered and shaken

cant even look directly  to the  ceiling

what if one day i wake up

and find my prince, his decision is all made up

that he’ll go back to his old kingdom 

leaving me with my freedom

ohh… why cant we controooll

this life is so… hard to face.. hard to face

go… leave me hanging by a thread..

dont look  back or youll see death in my eyes

cuz the second  you turned  ur back.. my soul is dead…

just  thinking of you  walking  far

far from my sight .. in the middle  of twilight

drowns  my life with my own tears 

the same  tears  that I  cried  when you first saved me

when u first held  me

when you .. first loved me..

ohh… why cant we controooll

this life is so… hard to face.. hard to face

go… leave me hanging by a thread..

dont look  back or youll see death in my eyes

cuz the second  you turned  ur back.. my soul is dead…

just go… just go.. dont  look back ..dont  look .. dont look  back.. cuz ull  break my heart into pieces.. into little bite-sized pieces.. into dust.. into dust until i face.. ohhhhh..

my new composition while doing filkomu.. 

tulala kasi ehh ayan tuloy….  

~~. .When our mind goes blank. . ~~

         Some time in our lives, we tend to realize that are mind goes blank.. you cant think about anything else except your mind going blank. 

         Maybe this is caused by different things.. Maybe we are thinking of so many things that our mind ( brain) tends to shut down so that you can think more clearly after going blank.

        It is confusing why the mechanism of our brain does this.

        Comment or repost when you feel the same way ~_~

        Chichiru~~~!! 

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May bukas pa te!!!

     Isang common problem ng mga tao ngayon ay ang pagMOVE ON.

     Before anything else, let us define moving in. According to “The Free Dictionary” by farlex, its is to move forward, also in the metaphorical sense; “Time marches on”. Also according to Devorameira, Moving on is really just accepting that the relationship is over and going on with your/her life.

     Pero sino nga ba talaga ang dapat magmove on?

     Syempre naman te …eh di yung mga NASAKTAN! alangan naman magmove on ka ng walang reason…ano ka shunga?? Pero hindi naman necessary na nasaktan dahil sa love. pwede naman kasi na magmove on ka from failure in school, in your job and even in ur career.  

        Kung ako ang tatanungin niyo, I think lahat ng NASAKTAN ay dapat mag move on kasi for me, binigyan ka ng Diyos ng pagkakataon na mapatunayan na matatag ka at kaya mong magsurvive.. na hindi ka susuko..

       Dahil marami na ngayon ang nahihirapang mag MOVE ON, magbibigay ako ng 5 things na pwede niyong gawin para maka MOVE ON kayo..

      NUMBER ONE: FOCUS ON OTHER THINGS 

Meron kasi tayong mga sisters and brothers na nagmumukmok nalang sa tabi dahil sa depression ( isa na ako run XD) pero lagi nating tatandaan na nasaktan nga tayo.. nafail nga tau perO BUHAY PARIN TAYO

     NUMBER TWO : HANG OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS OR FAMILY

Ito ang pinakamasayang pwede mong gawin para d ka na MAGEMOTE. Mag malling kayo ng friends mo, kumain kayo sa labas, mag vacation kayo, magswimming kayo, or pasyal kayo ng family niyo kahit saan. Marami kayong pwedeng gawing masaya para matanggal sa isip mo ang iyong depression. 

    NUMBER THREE: TALK TO SOMEONE WHO WILL LISTEN 

Kung maghahanap ka naman ng makakausap te, yan namang siguradong makikinig sayo at handang magbigay ng payo.. kasi kung gusto lang naman ng kausap mo na magkaroon ng tsismis HAY NAKO! mas lalala depression mo. Talk to a friend, a family member of kahit guidance counselor or teacher mo. There’s no harm in asking for help as long as you’re asking for help from the right people at wag karing mahiya. Lahat ng tao nagkakaroon ng problema and LETS FACE IT, hindi lahat ng tao nakakayanan ang problema nila ng mag.isa lang sila.. ika nga nila, NO MAN IS AN ISLAND.

     NUMBER FOUR: FIND A HOBBY/TALENT

Kung may talent ka na gusto mong hasain like singing /dancing or kung ano pa mang talent yan at hindi mo siya nadevelop in the past, try to take lessons para manurture mo yang talent mo. Or kung sa tingin mo hindi mo pa nadidiscover ang talent mo, maghanap ka ng hobby ( I do not prefer ONLINE GAMES :) PEACE GAMERS).. pwede kang maglaro ng sports, magsulat, or kung hobby mo ang magshopping at may datung ka, hala GORABELLES!! magshopping ka!! hahaha

    AT ANG PINAKAHULI AT PINAKAIMPORTANTE, ILAGAY MO SA UTAK MO NA HINDI PA KATAPUSAN NG MUNDO. MAY BUKAS PA TE!

Mahirap mang ang magmove on sa isang bagay. Maging lovelife, career or studies man ito, Lagi mong tatandaan na ANG BUHAY AY WEATHER WEATHER LANG. Hindi natin kontrolado ang mga pangyayari sa ating buhay specially yung mga nasa nakaraan. NGUNIT may magagawa tayo para sa kinabukasan. MOVE ON TE! Hindi porket nasaktan ka, susuko ka na.! Hindi lang ito para sa mga babae! para din ito sa ating mga boys na nasaktan din dahil LETS FACE IT may mga babaeng nakakasakit din ng lalake.

     Sa lahat ng gustong magpatulong sa kanilang mga problems, (WAG LANG TALAGA FINANCIAL PROBLEMS HAHAHA)  handa po akong tumulong at magpayo sa abot ng aking makakaya :) 

    Just message me in facebook :)Ar Allones Timogtimog (http://www.facebook.com/iamyourhater)

When your heart is like…/\/\/\/\/\/…/\/\/\/../\/\/\/\

     What would you do if the one you love  can be gone sometime this month? this year? The fear of loosing someone is a feeling most of us feel and when we do, our heart is like being chased by something. Every minute and every second, your fear of loosing that someone is like a flame burning in your heart. The feeling that you want to cry every night but you can’t because you have to be strong for the both of you. 

     Its hard. Being deeply connected to someone that reminds you very often that he may have limited time left and you know now, at this very moment, that life without him would be really hard. You don’t know who to call, where to go.. You just want to be near him and hug him tight until that fear goes away. 

     Every night I stare at my phone or at my laptop screen and just imagine what would it be like if I hadn’t met him. What would it be like if he was just a mere stranger to me. What would it be like if I didn’t say hi to him when he said hello. Maybe I would be only half as happy as I am now. 

     Destiny. Many people don’t believe it and before I too did not believe in such but now I would say i believe in destiny because destiny is not just about meeting the ‘one’ its about meeting people you know now.. but I must say, meeting him is like a dream come true. He may not be the most handsome man I met and probably he is the opposite of my dream guy in terms of appearance but he is certainly the man I am looking for. I know my dream guy will always be my dream guy. but he is not my dream guy.. he is THE guy :)

     Every night I pray to God that he would give us one more day, one more week, one more month, one more year, or better yet, one eternity that I will always carry in my heart and in my soul.. Its hard but I must stay strong. I must trust God. I must trust us. 

~~~~ dedicated to those who lost their loved ones and to those who are currently having the fear of loosing theirs. Do not loose hope. God will never do something that you cannot go through. If unfortunately, the one you loved is gone, do not get depressed also always remember that maybe God has a better plan for you. Maybe its the reason why you must move forward.. Its hard but you gotta Keep moving forward~~! Just stay strong. HAVE FAITH~~! 

~~~aR~~~
.~~xoxo~~.

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I hope you’ll realize… you’re a HANGER

     Have you ever had a friend who you really cared about or better said, who you fell in love with? Have you ever felt that feeling of excitement when he/she tells you to take care or that he misses you? Also, have you experienced being left behind hanging by that someone??? Well, that scenario really sucks. I would like to call this kind of people the HANGERS. (ahahhaha) These people does action that makes you feel wanted by that someone and then when you really are comfortable with him/her woooosh!!! he/she is gone. Its either he/she found another girl/boy or he got BORED.. O.o

     Here are just some of the sign/symptoms ahahaha when your “friend/crush/orwhateveryouwanttocallhim/her” is a HANGER.(These are not GENERALLY true to everyone.. just for SOME of the HANGERS ahahha) He/she never forgets to send you a text message almost every morning saying “good morning :) Did you sleep well last night??” “Good morning :)Did you dream about us last night?” “What are your plans today?” “Did you already ate breakfast?” or WORSE “I dreamt about you last night”. Yes i know… these lines are CHEESY but HEY! You fell for this guy/girls joke~!!! and please DONT DENY IT!!!! Another thing HANGERS do is to remind you that YOU are the MOST BESTEST BESTEST FRIEND he/she could have.. OHH PLEASE~~!!!! Dont fall for this cuz this really SUCKS.. They call you bestie, best, blah blah blah.. m2m (many 2 mention)… They tell you that your important to them and then when you are ready to move to the next level they just DISAPPEAR… they leave you hanging like a doll…

     Girls and guys that are victims of the HANGERS, dont worry… always remember that Karma is better than Revenge.. DO NOT TAKE REVENGE.. cuz u might end up hurting yourself.. Just MOVE ON and let go… yes I know.. sometimes when you see his pics you get angry and such but just eat or sleep or do your homework so that you wont waste time in dwelling cuz of your broken “love” DUH! it wasnt love for him/her!!! It was just a stupid fooling game and you were the one who got fooled!! 

     In this post I’m not trying to say that you shouldnt trust anyone that wants to befriend you but its better that you research (NOT STALK… just RESEARCH) infos about the person so that you will know if you are compatible as friends or even more than friends… and please dont be blind… Yes i know about the quotes that say that love is blind and stuff but let’s be mature and understand that love can never be blind because it has no eyes…(ahahhaaha funny but true) THE PERSON WHO IS IN LOVE is the one who is probably  blind because of LOVE. 

     If you have any problems  that you want to share and discuss, I would be glad to help :) (NOTE: i cannot help with FINANCIAL problems cuz i am currently in the middle of my own financial crisis ahahaha)

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